VOICES IN MY HEAD

VOICES IN MY HEAD

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VOICES IN MY HEAD · Ocean Wisdom

Big Talk Vol. 1

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  1. Best emcee in the world……universe…..infinity ….I dunno I just am amazed by this young man. Felt the same way when I heard Nas when I was young. What does that tell you?????

  2. Intro]
    As I walk through life
    Comfy doing my thing
    As I watch you
    Check

    [Verse 1]
    As I walk through life
    Comfy doing my thing
    I look to the side, and I see
    A few man, they wanna ruin my thing
    But I guess that’s life
    Each step that I take
    I’m pursuing my thing
    And my thing is rhymes
    Lord knows
    I ain’t chewing up kling
    But a man’s been low
    You never would know
    I'm a confident brother so it never would show
    Mom worked 2 jobs, I was waiting after school but she never would show
    True, I walked home alone, I would think to myself I’mma win as I grow
    True, it messed with my soul, why I had different hair, different scent, different clothes
    Different cars, different homes, different drive, different life, different rights, different rows
    I see them pull up in a Rolls, in a Benz, it depends on the day I suppose
    Me, I used to spend the saving money on a sausage roll, pray my mom would never know
    Used the change for a sweet, then roll down the street procrastinating with the bros
    Another charity case, only really there for the stats to be safe
    Couldn’t even have my hair platted in braids
    Austentatious with the capital A
    But it’s capital O, and a grammatical O
    Put them in their place, they was all baffled and froze
    I said don’t chat shit when you don’t actually know

    [Verse 2]
    I always felt like I had sutting to prove
    So I kinda went on, like I had nothing to lose
    Thiefing off niggas who were nothing to move
    I was risking my life, as a youngun for food
    I went through a phase when I was 16, it was weird
    I used to wanna murder people’s voices in my head
    I never really spoke about the voices, but instead
    I locked myself away and studied lyrics in a shed
    At least it felt like that I had a flat, but just a room
    Kitchen next to the toilet, bed against the wall
    I folded to the wall to make a bit of extra room
    Bro, have you ever tried to make a table with a stool
    Back then I was 18, I was really with the shits
    If you disrespect, I stab a nigga in the neck
    I kicked him in the stomach there was blood all in his sick
    It left a man depressed and struggling to hit a lick
    I started havin' dreams of getting dipped up in a flat
    So I was moving Pow, couldn’t kick it in the track
    And then I met my ex, she said nigga stick to rap
    And I was really in my feelings so I listened to her chat
    I had to cut off everybody including my dad
    To focus on my craft to make a living from a pad
    I had to drop the missus, she was tripping, I was sad
    Dwelled on it for years, I couldn’t move when it was mad
    But I took a lesson from the madness that she brang
    It’s fleeting if you say it, but immortal if it's sang
    I really got to grindin' everyday I made a jam
    I built a lyric library as a critic and a fan
    I’d analyze my lyrics and compare them to a mans
    I know his flow was something really hard to understand
    Everybody offbeat with their punches, when they land
    That's why I’m still on my feet throwing bombs under the round

    [Verse 3]
    I seen a couple niggas killed, right before my eyes
    Seen ‘em really crying as they look into the sky
    I saw a lot of fear, I saw regret, I saw pride
    He didn’t wanna die, grabbed his girl, he said goodbye
    The ambulance is coming, it’s too late to heal the wounds
    The pool of blood is growing, see it stopping and resume
    The ledges of the pavement made the spreading of his stool
    Till it flowed over the top like an infinity pool
    These the kinda random things your mind clocks in the mist
    Of seeing something devilish, the devils hit the delish
    The angels they disgustingly digested what you must’ve, but you can’t see their reaction, ca’ you caught up in the shit
    The devil on my shoulder was an elder, I would shot for
    I'd shot a little Z and he would pressure me to shot more
    I never had no money for no Gucci or no Tom Ford
    I would get my rep from robbing, hit the road then I would shot more
    My name is my name, as the wolfgang says
    So I add a bait face, niggas looking for my place
    Same time I had a stepdad tryna instigate
    Real beef with the son of the woman that he date
    Remember when he told me he would kill me and my mum
    I looked her in the eyes and said is this what it’s become
    My niggas they'll ride, so if you’re still troubling mum
    By the time that we arrive I'll push something in your lung
    And that was the last thing I saw of him or her
    Until a year later when he pushed her down the stairs
    I didn’t really try and talk about it with my peers
    I was just looking for the nigga, wow, he really disappeared
    Feds even pulled a nigga asking for a statement
    Said I deal with it myself, ca’ I ain’t talking to you wastemen
    I got murder on my mind, so we can’t have no conversation
    I got murder on my mind, it won’t be mellow when I face him, huh

    [Verse 4]
    So face facts
    Is only 1 life, right on the train tracks
    They was 18 in a polo with the strap
    And I was only fifteen when they pull that to my gaf
    I used to be a positive and optimistic yute
    But trials and tribulations got me negative and rude
    I used to have respect now I'm a disrespectful yute
    I used to love my fellow human, now that’s "move I'm comin through"
    My mommy couldn't walk and for that, I’mma kill them
    In ‘99 I was in a warehouse in Kilburn
    My dad worked there, grinding, building
    I know he wants more for his three likkle children
    The good don't come to anybody that waits
    The good only come if you get up and chase
    I chased man down with a blade for a grade
    Till they stabbed me in the face, and left a stain on my brain
    And I thought to myself, to remain here the same
    Only ends one way, you shouldn’t play with the pain
    It’s amazing how the mind turns pain into depression
    It’s amazing, how a knife don’t care ‘bout fame
    I went through a phase when I was 16, it was weird
    I used to wanna win so much the voices in my head
    Telling me to kill them niggas, so I went and killed them niggas
    Didn’t kill em dead, I killed the music thing instead
    Done

  3. Barely alive smoking weed in my bed and draining powers from this song to deal with the harsh depression that im in. Big up bro love you ❤ regards to all of you from Brighton. ❤

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